Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ; 4:29 PM♥
❤ Jared's Baby's Story {:
hey people!
Well i bet you guys ever felt stressed out! Well i'm currently having that mood! Seriously i don't know what happen to me! Everytime when I'm near to my exam or what so ever, I will felt stress out! and Today, it suppose to be a great day but i fulfill it with stress and sadness intuition! I don't know why but yes i did that! I was so scared..I'm not ready for my Qualifying Exam, But honestly most people are not!LOL
From the past few days, I had been trying to squeeze all the words into my cerebrum! LOl which really hurt my brain! I seriously do study but it was blank when i tried to recall it! I seriously do study!But things changed when i face the paper! It was ok when i face paper! but My problem now is that I have no confidence in myself and ended up stress out and can't focus! Seriously today both my Sir- Sir Razak (Physic) and Sir Nicholas (Biology) said that i Look really stress out! And i agree with that too!
During biology class, we were having the genetic lesson! ( last one and we were rushing through it cause my sir wanted to include that biggy topic in our mock papers!) Well it was a good thing that we finished our syallabus but the worst part is i'm stupid and i can't get what does it mean till the end of lesson when i see sir- One on one lesson!I do get it, it's just that i need to relax and calm myself down and tada!! DONE!! DAMN!!
During Physic class, Sir gave us past year questions and asked us to do! seriously i can do it but my careless-ness and of course i'm stressing myself out cause me to lost all the stupid marks! I actually could score a better one! But by the end of class Sir was saying that I should relax and be calm! I can do it, it's just i'm stressing myself out without any confidence and ended up something like this!! GOSH!! WHY AM I SO STRESS???!????
WORST PART but thanks to all my classmate especially AFIF! He saved my life! I kinda misplace my purse! I brought it to canteen but it happened to disappear after i finish my lunch! (My I/c is in it! my money and lots more!) SHOOT!! I notice that my purse was gone when i went back to physic lab-having additional maths class there ( comfy place with air-conditioners) Good thing that Afif helped me to pick it up and gave it to Sinic! DAMN! For a second, I was glad and I was shocked and I was blanked! THANKS TO YOU GUYS MAN!! THANKS!!!!
Came home around 2+ pm then i straight away rushed to the sofa and take a nap! My brain is killing me after an hour i woke up and do some of my chores and now! I'm here! I felt alot better already!! After the name my brain is start to work perfectly fine!
THANKS TO AFIF AND ALL MY CLASSMATES!! AND I HOPE MY TOMORROW WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER THAN TODAY!! GOOD LUCK TO ME FOR MY QUALIFYING!!! I WANT MY SUPRISE AND I'M GOING TO GET IT!! I CAN DO IT~!! I CAN!!
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