Tuesday, March 8, 2011 ; 10:32 PM♥
❤ Jared's Baby's Story {:
Good evening people!!!
Well, probably this is the last post you're gonna see me post... Times that I worried much came to an end today... This blog gonna be deactivated soon, really soon!! How stupid am I to think there's a long term life partner when I'm just coming 19th.. People won't last right? I have no idea..
Probably this is the reality and real world where fantasy are destroyed and never exist.. Finally, today I've found out that this world is cruel! People only think for themselves including the love one! People can even get divorce what about being in a relationship? People can call off whenever they like.. People have no real agreement with you, even you're married, u have an agreement of seperation...
Maybe seriously, I'm too young for relationship and learning and knowing about love.. Maybe it's my time to move on and not take love for granted.. For once, I tot I'm one of the luckiest girl in the world.. with great life and parents including a guy who love him like hell but now, I guess I lost everything and very soon, I'm losing everything what I'm having right now..
Guess no one actually reading my blog anymore.. with or without it, who cares?? No ONE!!!~
=> what can possibly happen to me? Someone gonna go for the person I envy most... guess I'm just a useless trash now~~
What I didnt realise is that this day would come.. But what to do..........................................
I should have listen to my brain instead of my heart.. People out there with love life.. Remember have something that can defense u in the future.. U might not need it now or you think it's nonsencse to think of this, but u seriously might need to think about a way to defend yourself.. U need it one day!!
releasing it now is better than releasing it later....
Once time come, no matter what you do, You have to let go.....................
Guess it's the end of this blog...
* Sorry.. I don't even know what I'm typing! *