Well, it's holiday and this is the reason I have the time to keep track with updating my blog... Daily routine and life are all I'm gonna blog about.. Well, Post are sometimes gonna offend someone but I don't mean too as you're involve in my life.. Sorry for the offensive.. Anyway, today are quite alright me.. Things that actually kept me smiling and put a sweet smile on my face is when I'm with my parents especially my mum.. Love her to the max... We're like so close to each other.. Although feeling inside me I have to hide inside without letting her know and worry about me..

I love my parents so much and I just don't want to hurt them by showing the real emotion inside me.. I've accidentally show it out few months ago during my exam.. It really put a hell through their life.. They actually thought I'm crazy.. Well, after exam, I'm basically trying to create my day just like christmas.. What can you say.. Life....

Today the post is about 'The Ugly Truth' From the title it's going to be ugly but it's the truth.. To whom it may concerned, I'm really sorry cause you just happen to be in my life to blog about.. Ok.. things went kinda well in the early morning actually was awesome sweet.. You've made my day.. I know you actually have girls all around sorry it doesn't happen in my life where guys surround me.. I know I'm not that pretty or beautiful BUT I love what I am right now...

I always and try to be the best that I can. Is fat an issue? Yes I believe... You think Everyone in the whole world wanna be obese? Although I admit I did not exercise much + Yes I'm fat so what? SO WHAT???

Fat isn't human? Fat is a joke to everyone? Why in the whole world people always say people? I know I might not as pretty as those model.. I NEVER BELIEVE EVERYONE IS PERFECT..

Even the most perfect people in the whole world would have some mistake in them.. I don't mean to hurt you but you just hurt me deep.. I know you're just helping me alot.. I just cannot take when you're too straight forward it really hurts alot.. I've already felt insecure once you got back from your vacation with full of sexy and hot girls all over you.. I'm always trying to be the perfect girl that you want.. I never give up to suprise you.. I just can't help it but to be lazy for this holiday.. I know you don't mean anything harm to me.. Im really sorry I know I'm over sensitive..

I'm always fighting for my life.. Always.. Although I have what I want and are more lucky compare to most of the people.. I kinda create all the outcomes I want.. I finally put my parents through a proud moment. To be honest, It's really nice hearing all the compliment and thanks for all the support you gave me that all the stress are worth.. Still after fighting that.. No ONE IN MY FREAKING FAMILY IS HAPPY WITH THAT.. Basically some were jealous. It's really difficult to overcome every problems you know..

Solutions are in your hand, whether you get it done or not it's up to you.. Seriously, After seeing my mummy kena bully by the family members I really appreciate her more.. That's why I need to do my best to make her proud and let all the fucking annoying aunts shut their mouth! To be honest, seeing their jealousy in their eyes makes me feel complete cause there's no way for them to annoy my mum again + it will keep their mouth shut!

I used to cry out loud and keep on bugging my boyfriend and ended up getting a big argument when I'm sad and stress.. But now no more, I cry by my own and start blogging right here.. Yes I finally find the old me~ That's why I can keep on putting a smile on my face..

i'm really sorry to the person that I've hurt just now, I'm really sorry and don't mean too.. Sorry for feeling insecure around you.. I'm really sorry... At least I didn't bug you that much... So I hope you're enjoying yourself.. I really love you and never thinking of giving up on you.. I love you even if I can't be with you forever at least I'm happy to spend this few moment of my life with you.. If one day if we aren't meant to be, I think I will seriously let go of you.. Being together is to be happy, but being with me causing you to become a worst person, I'm willing to let go and let you find your happiness.. I'm apologizing right now on wasting your precious time and money.. I'm really sorry.. Anyway no matter what I wish you the best and happy always.. Take good care ya.. I won't bug you anymore since you never like it... Thanks for everything you really mean alot to me.. I've never been with someone as lovely as you.. Thankyou~

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