hey people..
I've just received an email today and just read it..Is Tsunami coming towards our way? What will we be facing? Are we going to be dead? Are we going to survive? Can we conquered this natural disaster? Alot of things just pop up in my mind.. To be honest, i never would want to try this feeling..i don't want this thing to happen.. I just want my life to be peaceful but it's impossible because everything comes in conditions when you're trying to make ur own decision on something but can you even and ever imagine how can we overcome this..
*Close your eyes and start to IMAGINE*
Firstly close your eyes then think of your happy and wonderful moment where you're having a picnic with your love ones..smiling and having fun.. kids are playing and shouting and your pets are running here and there..NOW!!! change your thought High level of sea water rising above your head..coming towards you continueously with the dark covered sky where it's started to rain heavily..strong wind blowing and everything things like tables and chairs and foods and clothes flying around.. stones flying here are there and knock onto the glass which breaks and scattered around.. Broken pieces of glass are flying here and there and eventually cut your without you noticing it..and left scars all over especially the pretty faces of yours..You felt pain, scared, stressed out.. your love ones might be in trouble.. you cant help much because you're in danger too..People all around you shouting and asking for your help..WHAT will you do? HElP them?Die with them?Save your love ones or Yourself?are you going to survive or dead? all up to you! things flowing in and out of your mind, the regretness and the happy moment came in at once without you even making clear which is good and bad.. You see bodies everywhere all the blood all the injuiries..running for life here and there..when? where? how? what? who? why?<-- all of them linked together..
When? = when will this happen?
Where? = where will it be happening? be more specific..to avoid it
How? = How can you survive? How to overcome? How to help people while you're in danger?*lot's of HOW will pop up*
What? = What will you lose? What will happen to everyone? What will the future be? What should be paid? *more WHAT to come*
Who? = Who will help you? Who will be the first to die? Who will be the first you would see when you open your eyes? Who will still be there when you open your eyes? Who will be taking care of you? * Once again More WHO to come*
Why? = Why did this natural disaster happen? Why did it comes in the worst timing? Why do we have to suffer all of this? Why people have to die? Why are we born to face all this disaster?
Can you see that everything is linked? WhaT will you do? Will you be responsible with all your act? What will you do? Is it too late to start recycle? Is it easy to forget everything in your life and let the god to take away your wonderful life and lost everything? Why do we have to face this? You get what you want..you get what you need..but you don't have much time to enjoy all of them..why is this thing happening?What will you be seeing when you first open your eyes? What you would look like?
Seriously people, i don't know why i would write something like this and blog this.. but i seriously have to say I love what i'm having now.. I'm enjoying what i could get but seriously it's too many things to enjoy in this short Life.. I never experiences most of the stuff and you want me to die?NO WAY! i don't want.. I wanna live and fulfill all my wishes and by that time i agree to be taken away..It's greedy move and thought but i can't leave what i'm having now! wonderful parents, friends, babes, baby, environment, surrounding, country and more.. I seriously DON'T WANT TO DIE!! I want to experiences all the stuff all the thing i haven been through, the world, the reality the future and more.. Do you guys want to see the future? YOUR OWN FUTURE THAT YOU CREATED AND WORK HARD FOR! it's all up to you! it's only you..
Once again, sorry i posted something like this but I'm really worried..and I don't think i have a good day today..It's boring and it's so....*speechless* i get jealous easily..i get moody..i'm scared..flashback happen..i wanted to cry..i want to felt secure..I wanna hide under my parents arms, i wanna be a baby again where i live happily ever after when i see my parents are being there and happy too.. I just want my surrounding to be happy and always be!
MOVE AWAY DISASTER! NEVER COME BACK AGAIN!!~GO AWAY!!
chantelle.313
SHIT it sounds so emo.. 
♥chantelle.33