Saturday, June 27, 2009 ; 10:23 PM♥
❤ Jared's Baby's Story {:
hey people!
It's me again! Today it's really a sucky day for me which is 1/4 of the day sucky! But actually it can be fully a happy day for me just that my fucking attitude that change everything! I'm supposed to be sleeping at this time because i felt really tired but all i can do now is blogging so that i could felt better and hide under my blankey after this! SO here it goes!
I woke up at 12.30pm just now! Hey it's holiday, what do you expect?Everyone will use their holidays wisely! SO do i..But i actually misused it! I shouldn't be like this!But i seriously is sleepy cause i sleep late last night after blogging and finishing up my presentation. Anyway i woke up and ate Jollibee which the chicken was not even salty which meant the cook forgotten to add in salt when he's cooking the chicken! So it's not that nice! After that i finally cut my nails and remove the nail polish at the first place! I was so ready to go to school except my holidays homeworks which i'm trying hard to finish them by today but i got hell lots of things to do. I cleaned my room just now! It was a disaster, I make a mess and didn't realised until today.It's clean for now but i bet it going to change and go back to the same story after few days! Then i clean my room for about 2 hours! and then i have to clean my 1st floor.. Everything went fine untill 10pm.
*STORY AT !10pm!!*
Well, i kinda like quarrel with someone and of course i'm the problem. It's always me who find problem which we say it in malay as 'selalu mencari pasal'. I seriously don't want but my sucky attitude is like that. I'm trying hard to change but it happen to be stuck there. Like there's a stain in your toilet bowl and you have no energy to wipe it off even with the help of the stain remover!I'm so sorry for my attitude being like this. I get angry for no reason again. I'm like 'CHANTELLE, cAN you change your attitude please?!?Someone gonna get hurt if you continue being like this!' The worst part came when i seriously hurt him! He seriously is suffering while i'm enjoying! I felt bad but it already happened and I hate it when he started to screwed me! I felt bad that i make him waste his money like hell! I don't want but what to do!I'm so sorry! Things went more worst when he try to mention someone's name! which i seriously woissshh!!!! To be indirect, tsunami happen in my bedroom after i found out that he just left sadly off the phone. WOW!! I don't know why but yea! I created a small tsunami in my bedroom when i close my eyes, flashback seriously do happen, I see his face in my mind which make me scared and felt unsecure and I remember his name which make me felt alone and i can't do anything, I can't open my eyes but just to feel the tears keep on dipping out! But everything went better after the small tsunami over, and now it's much more better as i started to blog! Thanks to all my babes whose encouraging me to own a blog!THANKS GUYS!! I LOVE YOU!!
YY Oh speacially thanks to LALA, she seriously help me out with my blog skin and help me change everything! Thanks !! hahhaahhaha !! YY
YOk it's time for me to go to bed! hehehe LOVE YA GUYS! Oh right i forget to
mention, for the students, they all are having another free week of holiday!
HOLIDAYs have been extended!weeeee enjoy guys! and seriously most of us haven
finish our HOLIDAY HOMEWORKS! it's a good chances for us to start doing and
finishing it up!! thanks!!!Y
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